Meeting people

Getting to know more people is really not easy and I should really cherish the conduits I have over meeting people. Yet, I sometimes despise pretence and that very childish conundrum especially meeting the opposite sex. Of course, if I want to be smart I should just lie and speak of misconception and appropriate jargons to attract their attention, but what would be good of that when we decide we're for each other?

This confounding question has really gotten onto my nerve these few days, as I get to know more people from China. My thesis has proven to be right again and again as these women and men called themselves single yet hide away the very essence why they're still single at such an old age as if their previous marriage were a shame not to be spoken of. Of course this would only have surfaced when they realized that they were not meant for each other after pretence has been discovered after courtship.

I'm now tired and frankly don't have time for these childhood gestures. Hopefully, that shiny star still awaits arrival of dusk over the event horizon. ;)

連累

為什麼有些女生比較主動與勤快卻有些女生比較被動呢？
為什麼有些女生必須以公主來看待卻有些可以自制呢也不需要花費太多心思與保養。。。

恐怖的公主們

最近真的接触到很多公主们，经过此接触才能深深的体会到什么是公主病，为什么男人得避免这公主病。 上星期三我就开始计划这礼拜六去Squamish Chief健行的路程。因为不想单独一个人去（虽然可以一个人去）所以发了n个短信给认识朋友们，看看有没有人想一起去。星期五来到终于有几位朋友感兴趣。一位女性朋友说着说着想要来却又找借口说这个不好，那个不好。我最后一气之下还是说你别来好，因为我实在无法忍受你的折腾。 我个人认为现在大陆的一胎政策真的带来很多有公主病的独身女，照成男们人极大的痛苦与打击。 男人啊，就为了那天鹅肉而失去了自尊，话的来吗？ 我现在也想开了，为了那严重公主病而付出将来是绝对不值得。。。

Chinese way of things

I'm now meeting people from China regularly on a weekly basis on a pretentious note of friendship and all, but of course my motive is to meet the other half and carry on life's procreation and fertilization of continuation of our spieces, but I would have never imagined that it would be this long and the road would be this treacherous...

Hopefully it'll happen someday. Until then I would need a car (check) and a place to live (not there yet), and abide by the Chinese traditions of husband provides for wife and family, gosh, I hated this!

I've been practice my singing this place, which advertise itself as a car repair shop but secretly allow people to congregate and have fun. This for sure fits Chinese proverb of hanging a goat's head but in fact sell dog meat. That's usually the Chinese mentality when opening business with the intention of profit maximization...

Once again, I'm alive and well except the hectic work schedule...

It's about time I go back to blogging!

People from mainland congregate together mostly so how can we establish multiculturalism when we resist at being one?

Maybe I'm resistant to love and being loved!

You ever had this feeling? I have!

Yes, I know. First post after God knows when...

The dawn of a new beginning

Every end is the dawn of a new beginning. Alas, I shall soon break free this hollow enclosure and pretentious relationship and blossom until eons end.

I've not been entirely true to myself

We are all inherently weak. Human, by nature, is prone to temptation, desire, vanity, and immunity is not guaranteed. It is a disease that has plagued humanity for eons and as such has brought forth advances in psychology, biomedicine, and engineering to overcome such hurdle, hurdle to temptation and desire. You may be more inclined to one form of sin than the others, e.g., wealth and money for those who strive for the abysmal satisfaction of upper class accessories, knowledge and publications for those who strive for higher education or faculty/research position, relationship and intangible love for those who desires breakthrough in singleness or loneliness, fame and recognition for those who can't escape the thought that they must achieve what Andy Warhol's 15 minutes of fame. Irrespective to which rabbit holes we would like to tumble we are all ultimately the victim of our true self, and how one shall overcome is a must, but that is not for us to decide.

I'm the victim of my own self, which I've not been entirely true to myself. I have been daydreaming in this wonderland which I've built from ground up. Day by day since end of March I've been laying bricks, block by block, layer by layer until I have almost construct a perfect seemingly impregnable little room which I am willing to spend my life in eternity. That is very dangerous until recently, like today, the unforeseeable happened - that room was firmly built and I was pushed in from the outside, by a force so great, that I could not resist. All the way until I realize this is not what God intended me to do, and it is how the destruction will carry on if I insist so.

"Let go, you will survive and you will be stronger than ever," says He the Almighty. And, from that moment on I truly realize once again how weak are we human beings. How a little thing such as one-way street can be blown out of proportions, by your incompetent formulation of what relationship is supposed to be.

I'm shattered and I've not been true to myself. Hopefully, I will wake up and mend the gashing wound until it is fully healed. Until then, God be with me and everything will follow for the faithfulness can bring you joyful bountiful everlasting content beyond your imagination.

A giant leap forward on human rights in China

I'm sure everyone of you who's following the mainstream media will inevitably stumble upon the news that Liu Xiaobo, an ethnic Chinese who advocates human rights in China for the past 20 years, has been awarded the prestigious Nobel Peace Prize. In the Middle Kingdom where a citizen's right is extended by his/hers connection to the Politburo and/or the amount of bribery he/she pays in the event of injustice, this good news comes as a giant leap forward for the land of 1.3 billion. The Nobel Prize represents hope and relief to the brothers and sisters who continuously struggle for unequivocal rights for all of its citizens in a country where authoritarian rule is still absolute. Especially when they are wronged daily by the very system which brought them up and indoctrinate their thoughts with skewed beliefs, the Prize comes as a soothing remedy to all the years of harshness, brainwashing, and isolation from the "real world."

Hopefully, one day China will be more lenient on human rights and those rights of individual who wants neither discrimination nor abomination for the work, religious affiliation, or belief they have. Until then, more people like Liu Xiaobo is a must in this country of 1.3 billion, who is not there to abide by the authoritarian rule but rather to challenge the system and to let the Politburo knows that its citizen is not afraid of advocating unequivocal rights, including but not limited to freedom of speech, assembly, and religion.

I, for one thing in this very October 2010, is proud of being a Chinese, even if that China is from across the strait. I also have not given up the notion of peaceful reunification, which may just occur in the foreseeable future when one day unequivocal rights is no longer an ideology amongst the thoughts of the Chinese dissidents in the Mainland, but rather an exercisable reality in the very Middle Kingdom itself!

雨真下一整晚

雨真下一整晚~ 謝謝大家支持忍耐寬容與勸導~



周杰伦 - 雨下一整晚

作词：方文山 作曲：周杰伦

街灯下的橱窗 有一种落寞的温暖
吐气在玻璃上 画着你的模样
开着车漫无目的的转弯 不知要去哪个地方
闹区的电视墙 到底有谁在看

白杨木影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上
只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚

你撑把小纸伞 叹姻缘太婉转
雨落下雾茫茫 问天涯在何方
午夜笛 笛声残 偷偷透 透过窗
烛台前 我嘛还在想
小舢舨 划呀划 小纸伞 遮雨也遮月光

白杨木影子被拉长
像我对你的思念走不完
原来我从未习惯 你已不在我身旁
街道的铁门被拉上
只剩转角霓虹灯还在闪
这城市 的小巷 雨下一整晚

周杰倫 - 超人不會飛

大家好我不是周杰倫, 不過沒關係因為音樂是不分界線的, 所以愛怎麼欣賞就怎麼欣賞! 呵呵~ 此下是周董五月新出的專輯, 雖然已經過了三個月, 這首個還是相當迷人... 哈哈~

還是Firefox最好! 用Google Chrome寫Blog居然還會當機! 他媽的~ :P

speed_demon



周杰倫 - 超人不會飛

主唱：周杰倫
作曲：周杰倫
填詞：周杰倫

媽媽說 很多事別太計較
只是使命感找到了我我睡不著
如果說罵人要有點技巧
我會加點旋律你會覺得　超屌
我的槍不會裝彈藥
所以放心不會有人倒
我拍青鋒俠不需要替身
因為自信是我繪畫的顏料

我做很多事背後的意義遠比你們想像
拍個電視劇為了友情與十年前的夢想
收視率再高也難抗衡我的偉大理想
因為我的人生無需再多一筆那獎項
我不知道何時變成了社會的那榜樣
被狗仔拍不能比中指耍大器模樣

我唱的歌詞要有點文化
因為隨時會被當教材
CNN能不能等英文好一點再訪
時代雜誌封面能不能重拍
隨時隨地注意形象
要控制飲食不然就跟杜莎夫人蠟像的我不像
好萊塢的中國戲院地上有很多手印腳印
何時才能看見我的掌

＊如果超人會飛　那就讓我在空中停一停歇
　再次俯瞰這個世界　會讓我覺得好一些
　拯救地球好累　雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
　不要問我哭過了沒　因為超人不能流眼淚＊

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手
拍電影也不能只拿個最佳新人
你不參加頒獎典禮就是沒禮貌
你去參加就是代表你很在乎
得獎時你感動落淚
人家就會覺得你誇張做作
你沒表情別人就會說太囂張
如果你天生這表情
那些人甚至會怪你媽媽
結果最後是別人在得獎
你也要給予充分的掌聲與微笑
開的車不能太好　住的樓不能太高
我到底是一個創作歌手還是好人好事代表
專輯一出就必須是冠軍
拍了電影就必須要大賣
只能說當超人真的好難

Repeat＊